This is part of a chain of emails that I sent to a mother who had been coming to me for advice in dealing with a young preteen daughter. She felt alone and in need of support over some changes that her young daughter was going through, in which neither she, not her daughter understood. I hope that it helps you as well sweet friend, as you may find yourself walking in her shoes today or in the near future!
Our children for the most part feel their emotions one at a time. So, when things are good, they’re very good, and they adore us. But when things don’t go their way, they can easily mistake the situation and feel that life is bad, and that their parents, siblings, teachers and others are bad and may very well lash out hurtful words at us. Sometimes, those words can throw us for a loop, like in the case of the young daughter that this letter is referring to, who in anger was telling her Mom that she hated her, and that nobody loved her. When what she really meant was that, she was not being loved or shown the kind of love that she wanted at that moment, and felt that only a certain kind of attention could make her feel better and loved. She simply did not know the difference between the kind of love that God is trying to teach her through your training her. This is a prime example of how we adults can treat God. When God is good to us, we love Him and favor Him with our affections. However, when things do not go our way, we blame God and accuse Him of not loving us. Get the picture? It is very important to teach our children the difference between steadfast love and selfish love. While there are typically four types of love, it is important that we teach our children to have God’s love, which is Agape love and is an unconditional love which gives and expects nothing in return and is the kind of love that God teaches His children to have in I Corinthians 13 toward everyone.
This kind of love teaches them to love us and others even when they are angry at us and do not understand at their moments of discontent, the reasoning for why they may be going through those emotions. Teach them that their feelings comes from their emotions and these are simply life lessons, and we must all learn from them at some point, in order to become healthy adults. It is also up to the parent to determine what kind of attention their child may be in need of at any given time in their life. Below are parts of the email that I sent her:
Remember that your daughter is still learning to manage her emotions. She needs help expressing her feelings, and her way of asking for help is to play a kind of emotional charade type game with others or you, for the most part. She acts out her feelings, and it’s up to you to figure out what she’s getting at and how to help her. The best way to do this is to name and acknowledge her emotions without judging them. If she says she hates you, then ask her why and how you can help her feel better about you. Work hard at trying to achieve her request unless they are simply unreasonable. Help her voice her feelings in a more appropriate way like “When you feel this way, use your words to tell me, “I feel angry. Please help me Mom, I am feeling so angry at you or someone else”…help her see her options. Remember she does not have the experience that you do in life to draw on and is living in the moment.
Although her verbal assaults can be hurtful, do your best not to take them personally. After all, she’s merely copying what she’s seen you and others do in many situations. That is, she is merely translating a strong emotion into the simple words that she can best describe how she is feeling at the time. Most importantly, remind yourself that her behavior is for the most part very normal, and in no way indicates how she really feels about you. Sometimes, those reactions from her may indicate that she is responding from rebellion against what her will does not want to do and so she acts out in the best way that she knows may be hurtful to you. Making hard decisions for her against her own judgment and what she may want verses what you know she needs is always best for her at the end of the day…and one day she will realize that. Every child, no matter who they are will at some point use some type of inflammatory language like this when they’re genuinely upset but don’t have the tools to express themselves precisely. You are not alone, all parents face this! Remind her that everyone gets upset occasionally, but it’s not all right to take it out on someone else, because that will only make it harder on herself. She needs to know that her wrong reactions only hurts herself for the most part.
If she declares that she hates you when you discipline her, don’t up the ante by letting her know that she is hurting you, or you might be teaching her that she can push your buttons, and this gives her too much emotional control over you. Try to remain calm to show her that you’re the one in complete command of the situation, and why what she says is hurtful, she will not be allowed to change your love for her by anything hurtful she may say to you. Also resist the urge to tell her in the middle of a screaming fit that she doesn’t really mean “hate” because this will demonstrate that her word choice has power and she’ll use it again and again. Later, when things have settled down, you might explain that “I’m angry” or “I’m disappointed” are better alternatives to how she feels other than the word hate, there is a difference. You can reach out and bring her back to you. You can offer a welcome connection to you and stay with her until she can feel you there again. Remind her of what God’s word has to say about hating someone. Hang in there until your caring gets through to her.
For her friendships, she may struggle all through school with that and that is very normal. One day they love their best friend and the next day they want nothing to do with them. Again, they are basing their feelings on emotions and not on Agape love which is a learned thing. Most of the time this happens when kids have low self-esteems and you can work with her to build that up in her life. But only she can make the decision to overcome it. Remember, that typically comes from emotion as well. As long as she is up… she is fine, but when she is down, she is really down, Her genetics and personality play a huge roll in that. Some children struggle more with it than others, but that does not mean something is wrong with them. Time, growth and upbringing will determine that inmost cases. Brothers and sisters fight, that is just what they do. Different personalities and ages play a large role and siblings often see themselves as rivals, competing for equal share of their family’s resources and parental attention. Mine did and yours will too. Sibling rivalry is a normal part of growing up, but it can drive us parents crazy. The key to helping limit their disputes is to know when to let your kids work out their problems themselves and when to step in and play referee. While telling each other that they hate the other should never be accepted, it is also normal in family life, as tension builds in one or the other. The same principles apply to them, as they do the parent. It’s all about conflict. Find the root of the conflict and you will find the answer to the problem. They must learn that life is going to be bumpy and they must learn how to navigate through them. Teach them to respond to negative things that enter their life with positive attitudes and feelings my learning to apply the Word of God to their situation. You may need to work on that in your personal life as well. But remember, it will be up to them to work it out in themselves. Give them time, plenty of time to learn. As a matter of fact, it may take a lifetime for our children to learn the things that we have tried to teach them. But never give up hope….never ever!
I hope this helps in some way….my advice only comes through my own experiences of trial and error and practicing what God has made known to me through His word. But in them, I have learned some good stuff! It is very hard to pinpoint someone’s problems when you are not around them or have never met them; and while I make no claims to be a psychologist, according to the authority of the scripture, I claim only to teach younger women by and through my own pain and life experiences according to Titus 2:3-5. While I do not know every detail of your situation or your home life in this particular situation, for the most part of what you have describe to me, I am glad to say that it is very normal. Most parents feel the way you do because they are in the beginning stages of raising their children and have not got to the other side, to see that in fact, those were very normal feelings. I would say that the fact that she is talking to you at all about her negative feelings indicates, that she herself is unhappy with the things she says and feels, so let her work through them. But for the things that you indicated to me she is saying, I can assure you are very normal in children. She is in that moment that I was referring to in the beginning of my emails, of reacting to her emotions in a moment of discontent.
However, if you see or feel that she is truly suffering from depression by all means, you may need to seek help for her. Sometimes a church staff can provide the kind of counseling she may need. What counseling education that I got in college and through Bible courses through the years, they have helped me tremendously in the rearing of my own children and in my reaching out to others in personal counseling, but it was my experiences in life that proved to be a much better teacher. I have found that child rearing never really goes away, it only changes in the life of your children. As hard as we worked to do the right things and the sacrifices that my husband and I made through the years in raising our children we found that our disappointments ran parallel to the joys. I can assure you that most of her feelings are very normal, but you must do what you feel is best for her sake. Remember, the enemy is at work against you to distort your every effort in striving to train your children according to Proverbs 22:6. So keep seeking God’s will in her life as well as your own! With God, all things are possible and He is able in every situation that you will be forced to face!
Loving on you,
Bren